Broken trust and broken hearts

2011-04-12T00:00:00.001+08:00

When the clock strike 12, Happy 21st birthday sweetheart

Exactly what I am feeling

2011-03-12T01:28:00.000+08:00

Wednesday Night Love

2011-03-11T14:40:00.001+08:00

2011-02-26T14:40:00.000+08:00

The fact is I would never close down this blog. Its where my memories are. I'll still update here. Tumblr is a place people post amazing pictures from all over the world and where there are many meaningful quotes etc. Loving it.

2011-02-25T23:41:00.000+08:00

I really enjoyed tonight. We don’t have to do anything fancy to make the night interesting or fun. It’s the company that matters most. Tonight it is just me, G and S. We just sat at the park for 3 hours, talking, playing the swing, me being ~~retarded~~ and occasionally looking up at the ~~stars~~ satellites and searching for the moon which mia-ed the whole night. I wish for more nights like this.
PS Baby Chan, we really have to ketchup soon lor! xxx

Penny for thoughts

2011-02-25T14:33:00.000+08:00

Freshman year came and passed. Time really flies! All I want to do now is to work hard for the main exams, find a job with good pay during the hols and go clubbing with the gang! I’m sure by the end of this 2 month long vacation, I had forgotten who you are and when someone asks about you, I’ll be like, “Xxx? Who???”

Click it

2011-02-24T01:49:00.004+08:00

Www.Septemberxnight.tumblr.com

Back to December

2011-02-22T15:40:00.000+08:00

Overdue pictures

2011-02-13T17:03:00.001+08:00

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2011-02-12T02:30:00.002+08:00

One step forward, two steps back

One is my left arm, the other my right. HAHA

2011-02-08T00:13:00.002+08:00

Someone once asked me: if there's a time machine would you rather go back to the past or go to the future?

I told him, the past. Without a doubt. Becos I've erred many times, I've made so many mistakes. I have regretS. I wanna. Make Things Right. But now after the recent shit, I pondered why do I have to make things right for what has already been done? The damage is already there. Its totally useless to go back to the past. I shouldn't even try to make things right, If it is meant to be, it will be. I can't force my way through. Therefore I shouldn't dwell on the past, shouldn't dwell on things thats not meant to be. I should move towards the future and prevent myself from making mistakes. The future is where I should be. The future is not set. The past is.

I always tell myself I'm much happier in the past(before shits happen) than now. I missed the past so much. I miss you. I miss us. But truth is I'm preventing myself from being happy as I'm trapped in the past. You were gone. All we had was lost. Now then I realized I can be much happier than before if I can learn to let go. The future will definitely be better.

Haiiii

2011-01-27T23:51:00.004+08:00

I've been pondering and pondering if I should delete this blog. I hardly ever updates and My whole life revolves around 3 letters-- E.M.O. Hahaha I don't wanna be emo you know. I wanna celebrate and live my life (Taio Cruz). But sigh I can't help it. I blame it all on that time of the month. Wa lau pimples pop out like free only:'((( That aside, life's pretty cool and awesome lately. I've met a bunch of fun people and we have so many fun activities lining up, Sentosa, kiteflying, ice skating etc. Don't worry I have not forgotten bout' my old friends. I believe that true friends can withstand the test of time aye? Alrighty nuff said and since I've no idea when I'll be back here again so till then, stay safe all you monsters!!! Ending this entry with lotsa love from Buttercup yo!!!

XOXO HAHAHHAHHAHA!!

2011-01-25T01:45:00.001+08:00

It's getting hard for me to be around you

There's just so much I can't say

And I'm wondering why I've waited so long

2011-01-18T15:29:00.001+08:00

2011-01-08T14:48:00.000+08:00

School = Stress + Many other problems

2011-01-05T02:37:00.001+08:00

School has started and i've got assignments dateline to meet. Being sick at this point is totally hindering the progress. Sigh and i sure wish my tutors are still awake so they could give me some feedbacks regarding my works sigh again... maybe i should head to bed too? School at 9 tomorrow morningzzz

My favorite celeb couple in the whole wide world

2011-01-04T01:41:00.001+08:00

2011-01-02T02:22:00.002+08:00

Depress is an understatement

2011-01-01T15:23:00.000+08:00

Bai

2010-12-31T15:16:00.001+08:00

2010-12-26T00:04:00.001+08:00

MERRY XMAS! <3

2010-12-23T23:56:00.001+08:00

2010-12-23T01:26:00.000+08:00

(via breathe-hope-iin-me)

#

2010-12-22T23:44:00.003+08:00

Wild and fun altogether

2010-12-19T00:28:00.000+08:00

2010-12-17T00:24:00.001+08:00

(via dirtylittlestylewhoree)

ps Will be back to update soon. X

December

2010-12-01T15:58:00.000+08:00

I hate to admit it but sigh, eyeliner do make a huge difference!!!

Pardon me, I'm writng this post in a rush! I'm wearing my fav Knitted hoodie at the moment!! <3 <3 Anyway, it's december!! Santa Claus is coming to town~~~ ^^!

Ps I'm a lil more active in Twitter than Blogger! :>

Awesome Collection 2!!!! DUSKYBONES.BLOGSPOT.COM

2010-12-01T15:54:00.000+08:00

Omg I luv this collection so much!

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Measurement : Across 13.5", Down 13"

Fits uk8-10

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Topshop Inspired Knitted Outerwear

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Colors : Grey, Cream

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Kanarla's Fringe Shirt

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Measurements : PTP 22.5", Down 20"

Color : Grey, Black

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Show some love!!!! :) :) :)

2010-11-19T22:57:00.000+08:00

2010-11-07T14:52:00.001+08:00

Everything and nothing

2010-10-26T22:31:00.003+08:00

I really really really hate myself so much now
my life sucks
sucks big time
and its only 2nd day of school and i screwed up
sigh today is def not my day
i only wish tomorrow would be a much better day

urgh

and my tummy better stop making noises if not im really getting myself slimming pills

Ph

2010-10-24T01:20:00.000+08:00

I have not had such a fun time in a long time.

Best company everrr!!!!!!

sequins and blings

2010-10-22T00:19:00.003+08:00

2010-10-18T01:10:00.000+08:00

2010-10-16T01:16:00.002+08:00

I guess my leaving was also for the best. My best.

I miss my fringe ;(

2010-10-09T00:50:00.000+08:00

2010-09-27T02:25:00.000+08:00

And now, I miss everything about you

I can't believe it, I still want you

2010-09-24T16:39:00.000+08:00

Sigh, my results are so depressing

2010-09-21T23:59:00.001+08:00

I love the leopard fur slippers a lot as its comfortable!! My one and only pair of slippers :( The fur make it comfortable but when it gets wet, its disgusting haha. Got it for 70Bhat at Chatuchak which is around SGD2.50!! Second pic is my new addition with my fugly toe nailsss :]

Work occupies most of my time nowadays. Its pretty sad and dreadful. I'm always working till closing which is 11pm. Moreover some customers are reallllllly crude and rude and ignorant. Totally act like a idiot. Wonder why I didn't quit? Because I need to earn money to satisfy my material needs, I want to buy so many things! Sigh, a month more to go and I'm not sure I'll hang on till then. Its really that bad. HAIZ But lucky I have Bff Chan with me. She's my moral and physical support.

I wish time would pass faster. Going back school totally beats working.

2010-09-15T01:56:00.001+08:00

I'M SO GONNA OWN THIS ONE

2010-09-05T00:57:00.000+08:00

Chionggg ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2010-09-04T22:44:00.001+08:00

Old habits die hard huh. I forever wait till last minute then chiongggggg ahhhhhhhhhh lol. Thank god I only have 2 papers for this main examination. Pretty confident for the Monday paper whereas the Tuesday paper is one hell of a bitch. Sigh, I just cannot remember!!!!!!! So many stuffs to memorize>:(

/

2010-08-31T02:14:00.000+08:00

Just gonna stand there And watch me burn But that's alright Because I like The way it hurts

2010-08-26T02:46:00.000+08:00

Helluva night

2010-08-20T01:22:00.002+08:00

2010-08-16T00:47:00.000+08:00

A girl younger than me asked me for my number yesterday. I was freaked out! Zz Sigh I hate my life

Will be back when my life gets back on track :]

This space has been lacking of pictures therefore, here's some pictures! Of me. Lol;)

2010-08-08T02:27:00.001+08:00

2010-08-04T17:06:00.002+08:00

I just finish watching 天使我爱你 which Michelle lend me. This movie was a few years back, I heard about it but yet to watch it. And wtf I cried so much!!!!!!!!!!! Damn sad. T.T I've a soft spot for anything romantic! Couple of weeks back, I read a teen romance novel and cried. Its super sad. Sigh WHY IS EVERYONE NOT MEANT TO BE?! !@#$

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2010-08-02T00:38:00.000+08:00

I really don't feel okay physically..

2010-08-01T13:51:00.002+08:00

Popping flu pills T.T

2010-07-31T01:24:00.000+08:00

I didn't realize I was sooooo hungry until I see food

2010-07-31T01:23:00.002+08:00

2010-07-29T03:12:00.000+08:00

I'm freaking tired but no, I can't sleep yet....... its been damn long since I had a good night sleep sigh one more week to go! JIAYOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-07-28T00:58:00.002+08:00

I'M SO PEK CHEK OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

2010-07-23T15:08:00.003+08:00

5 fucking hours of programming today _|_

2010-07-21T18:47:00.000+08:00

I'm still in school chiong-ing proj seriously fuck my life for the next 3 weeks i'm so dead

2010-07-17T22:46:00.004+08:00

I should seriously stop slacking and get started on my projects like right now. BUMMER~~

Gracey,

2010-07-14T23:56:00.005+08:00

Nice catching up ;)

2010-07-14T23:54:00.001+08:00

I feel so ugly beside Rach!!!!! T.T

I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me.

Half a year have past and I have not yet forgotten.

Mesut Özil. Sigh

2010-07-12T23:37:00.000+08:00

At 4 plus in the morning, Sis burst into the room: "!@#$% Spain won la! !@#$%"

I was like, fucking crap and drift back to sleep.

Bygones be bygones

2010-07-10T23:53:00.000+08:00

Enjoyed myself today:))

2010-07-08T04:54:00.000+08:00

Thanks ah Germany

ICH LIEBE DICH, GERMANY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-07-08T01:25:00.000+08:00

Hi, I'm back! Hehe robbed my Sis of her Germany top (just for tonight), which she bought in Thailand. Hyped for the match later on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well, last week was one hell of a roller coaster ride... So far, this week has been fairly good.. Caught Eclipse at town. OH MY GOD I LOVEE JASPER SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahaha. Bought necklaces which I adore so much right now. Very cheerful hor Grace? Haha. Sigh, wish I could visit all my favorite shops but soon, I guess. (Germany, please win!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 50 bucks) Weiqi, Grace and Edward bet Spain!>:( BUT YUNITA ON MY SIDE!!!! Initially I thought the Germany coach super handsome, charming but after I see the disgusting videos of him (eating his pi sai etc) on Youtube, I change my mind. Suave also no use! I mean, in public. Seriously? Anyway, I'm contemplating if I should go for the 9.ooam lesson tomorrow:/ School's a bore lately and I haven't been doing a good job in keeping up with my studies Zzz

JASPER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-06-30T18:53:00.002+08:00

I'm a huge disappointment, aren't I?

2010-06-29T16:39:00.001+08:00

I think I'll never be okay.

2010-06-25T23:12:00.002+08:00

People say that many things in life never last. But the truth is, you never lose these things till you let them. Life is about making choices; hanging on, holding back, and letting go. Things do last, but only if you and the people involved make the choice to make it so.

What has become of us

2010-06-25T03:22:00.002+08:00

Everybody's changing and I don't feel the same

pictures

2010-06-23T23:24:00.001+08:00

13 June

The newlyweds

Iced Frappe everyday(Y)

Sweat like dog at Chaktuchak. Sweat until my right eyebrow fade. Haiyo, i hate my natural brow

Baby sis, hao hei ya

There's more pictures but I don't have the time to upload all:/

Gotta get back to work nao. Role play tomorrow Zz

Nostalgic

2010-06-23T11:43:00.000+08:00

I've been dreaming that I'm happily shopping in Bkk

I don't want to come back so fast ;(

2010-06-22T02:34:00.002+08:00

Bangkok has the WORST traffic jam ever!!!! For the past few days I'm so irritated by the fucking traffic jam. Oh my god I nearly missed my flight because of it! Close shave I tell you. Sis and I practically ran across half the airport. Sigh am back home nao. So sianz. Yeah lor, when will this world cup craze be over?? Zz

2010-06-19T10:24:00.000+08:00

Hi. So now I'm at Bangkok, back form Chiangmai. I hafta pay for using the internet there as apparently maternal grandmother's house has no internet and god, I'm so cheapskate. I refuse to pay to use the internet hahahaha. Waited 6 whole days before I'm at the comfort of the hotel, enjoying free internet;) Washing up before hitting the streets. Oh did I mention that the night sky at the countryside is god damn beautiful?? Its just. Amazing. The sky is FULL OF STARS!!!! A pretty sight you'll never catch back home. Simple pleasures in life;) Star gaze every night is seriously awesome. Well, I wanna be an astrologist way back before I aspire to be an environmentalist hehe I have weird aspirations don't I? Haha and oh I'm a rather strong believer of horoscope;) Oh and I got to watch the World Cup free of charge!! This part, Singapore you suck. Anyway, the weather here is damn bloody hot!!!! That sucks.. But I'll be in the shade if I could help it lol hmm I haven't turn any darker so Weiqi!!! Can't say Karma!!! Hehe will be back on Tues morning and meanwhile enjoy the last 2 days of holiday everyone! Take care!!:D

2010-06-11T01:22:00.000+08:00

Kbox

Late dinner at this Domani restaurant at Taka

Still not full so...

Went Macs!

Gotta do last minute touch up on my proj! & thanks Nyukk for her help ;)

Gdnight!

Er yeah, Neoprint^^

2010-06-10T00:16:00.000+08:00

2010-06-09T15:18:00.002+08:00

Inspiration. I need inspiration.

Come back will ya?

2010-06-09T02:52:00.000+08:00

Great day I had today!

Signed up for Kbox member and reckon I'll spend lots of time there in future hahaha <3

2010-06-08T00:25:00.000+08:00

I'M DYING. GRUMPYYY. DOING PROJECTS NAO WITH MY MESSED UP HAIR AND SPECS ON.HAVE BEEN ON IT FOR HOURS MY EYES HURT. TMD I HATEEEEEEEEE IT SO MUCH. EVERYBODY KNOWS WHAT A LAZYBONE I AM HEHEHE. AIM TO FINISH EVERYTHING BEFORE I FLY OFF. EVERYTHING SCHOOL REOPEN DUE ZZZ TAO YAN TAO YAN TAO YAN BTW Fml IS MY NEW ENTERTAIMENT HAHAHA

How you say the words out loud?

2010-06-06T01:47:00.003+08:00

2010-06-01T23:02:00.000+08:00

My paper today is at 6.30pm. Weird timing right. Zz

A classmate of mine said: Something is weird about you today but I have yet to figure out what.

Me: Is it my eyebrows?

Classmate: OMG YEAH!

Me: Oh I didn't draw them today so it seems like I'm eyebrow-less cos my brows are very fine.

After the paper,

Another classmate of mine said: Hui, are you wearing FBT shorts?

Me: Yeah why?

Classmate: Oh nothing just WEIRDD~~

People have lazy days too, don't they?
Who dress up like a million bucks everyday?

2010-05-31T00:53:00.000+08:00

SHITXZ IM VERY SCARED FOR TOMORROW

2010-05-29T15:05:00.001+08:00

Deleted the whole chunk of words I typed just now.

Sigh forget it, don't think it's a good idea expressing it here.

To sum it all, I'm the suay-est person on Earth.

Right now, I'm lying in bed with lappy on my lap and tryna absorb whatever online lectures and revision that I had.

And praying that the flu would go away soon.

All the best for term tests! :)

2010-05-26T23:48:00.000+08:00

I'm currently at one of the lowest point in my life.

I'm feeling so upset.. So shitty..

I don't know how to make myself feel better or happier...

Just blame it all on pms

The rest on FB :>

2010-05-16T00:57:00.000+08:00

2010-05-14T12:27:00.000+08:00

In the school library now tryna do proj zzzzzz
I haven't been updating this space.....

Nobody reads it anyway lol so it doesn't matter?

Anyway, the past week has been quite mundane..

Wake up, school, dinner with friends on some days, home, lappy then sleep.

And the cycle repeats hehe. Tonight, will be quite interesting I guess.

Going Capella Sentosa for Clarence's 18th.

Will update this space with pics soon.

That is if anybody cares lol
Lotsa luv,

2010-05-09T00:17:00.000+08:00

weiqi says:

Friends are people that touch your heart. You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just because it was with them. They’re the people you can share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don’t judge you or make you change. They accept you exactly as you are. You all share something in common and are tied together b

CCN Day

2010-05-08T00:30:00.001+08:00

Boring lec

2010-05-06T23:38:00.000+08:00

Ytd

2010-05-05T21:04:00.003+08:00

2010-05-04T23:41:00.002+08:00

It's only Tuesday and I'm so damn tired.

Sigh so many many things not done yet >:( !!!

0 - 2

2010-05-03T01:52:00.002+08:00

Last day of the week

2010-04-30T22:38:00.000+08:00

Babygirl!

2010-04-27T21:53:00.000+08:00

Lab

2010-04-27T21:36:00.000+08:00

2010-04-27T00:09:00.000+08:00

After my "confession" on Twitter last night

I've haven't been feeling good

I don't want to face reality. Harsh reality

Am I talking any sense??
Shit I think I'm getting weirder as each day goes by

2010-04-24T00:02:00.000+08:00

Some people will hate you for no reason. Absolutely for nothing.

I confess I'm guilty for that as well.

I figured its human's nature.

So why bother so much?

Dress whatever you like and do whatever your heart desires

9.30AM Preparing for sch

2010-04-21T18:14:00.000+08:00

2010-04-20T23:56:00.000+08:00

I get fuck sick and fuck fed up of people asking me if I'm local or am I from China.

Use your fucking brain and think plz. Know what to ask and not to ask

Come on la only prc (people's republic of china) can be fair isit???????

My grandfather from China. Does that count???

2010-04-19T14:42:00.000+08:00

Back from short hiatus!

Guess I'm a lil more active in Twitter. Heh

Oh well last week was crap.

I met a psycho bitch that specialises in brainwashing people.

Not gonna elaborate. I will get totally worked up!

Anyway am back home from school!

Skipped orientation last week.

Took a cab in the morning cos I was running late in meeting the lecturer cos he had to pass me my matrix card.

Heng didn't take bus 69 cos it was damn full!!

Meeting Wl tmr n we'll take the shuttle bus.

Ed had to practically drag me to my class cos I was scared.

Babygirls was nervous for me as its my first day. Awwwwww

Hahaha and yep, everything turn out pretty fine.

I can't say I luv my class very much now but sigh, I'll try.

Am not looking forward to tmr cos its a longgg day.

Alright, gonna take a bath n a nap.

My body clock isn't back to norm yet :)

12th of April

2010-04-13T02:23:00.000+08:00

Dear lover of old,

2010-04-12T11:59:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday.

What a night

2010-04-10T07:32:00.002+08:00